Vernon, Arizona Postcard

nice sky views 6/23/12. I ended up talking to John at the close of the day when I got done taking Cooper for a evening hike. Alot of tracks around. Sonny said the neighbour went by a few times. I was quiet as well as Sonny as the night closed. Bed by 9- Sonny enquired on a few things and I answered...even awoke some time in the night---* and than we all soon went for a very early morning hike with all the dogs even mookie and cooper; went well. Than showered and now resting the day out away from the gnats and flies...awaiting email back from Cindy on free wood... more photos to post of the bullsnake we saw all day 6/23/12 and the hike and such...one photo indeed I told Sonny if MB did sue that the court should be shown that photo...the bond is obvious. 6/25/12 6pm: we had a lovely blessed day as we got the mail and I openedby phone my birthday gift from my mother which she replaced the makeup I had stolen with new and alot of warm cozy items for this Winter...and thank you for it all INCLUDING the brownie points of the actual birthday card for it was PERFECT...best birthday yet not because of gifts because the actions of how you did it- thank you...than we went to Kmart and Sonny ate and I saw the lady I just dreamnt about crying in the bathroom...than we went to Subway for their $2.00 subs and than we went to Cindy Y.'s ghost town...aka use to be the coolest place in Show Low; The Greenhouse. She blessed our lives and I want the world to know that we are doing the wood for her...haul for free; done yet she blessed us with an old building we will place up on the corner as our chapel for the folks we miss who passed on...we humour and say saloon/chapel yet both Sonny/I have seen all our lives folks near us drink...Sonny included in his lifetime but not at all like when we first met...no monies...doing it all legal with county can do that to you low income or not; soft giggles...the county folks have been the best...Just want folks to know Cindy's Greenhouse is up for sell and there is so much potential there...I hope it sells soon for the place deserves to "live" versus being the ghost town I see...I really teared up when I got there...it was sad to see hard work be ruined by some ladies who seem to be friends...yeah, hope those kind of friends don't come my way...I mean serious it was THAT sad to see. Cindy was aces. Lovely woman. We will see her soon- Good night everyone. We have fresh tracks so I know what we will be doing /besides unloading this wood...7/3/12 7:42am it looks like progress in catching the thief/possible rapist...one trap revealed to give us some good evidence...well, we are doing home type stuff today...me; organizing the corner...the wood pile from street side to our property and Sonny...well, he dinkers doing his things...his leg looks worse as the days went by...never did get a call from Jon Dahl...my mother said she worked with a Jon Dahl before she retired for almost 3 decades and that you either have to accept the unbalanced moods as that is WHO he is and accept him for who he is or not...I explained to her in a business setting where folks have so many places to choose from he needs to accept the fact he can or cannot afford to be in those unbalanced moods as we have seen and shared on my page because I will not return until we get the proper apology and if none given than we do not spend our monies there. Simply stated. Why give funds to a man who can gruff and bark in such a small town store when we can go to Walmart ourselves and self-serve ourselves through and not see behaviours or be treated like we were...that is my take. 7/3/12 12:30pm Jonathon C. stopped by next door and he said hello. I told him there has not been any activity next door yet someone was cleaning the cabin area. I was truly HUMILIATED that he had to see the land as it is...truly was...I am doing my best to clean it yet Sonny makes messes much faster than I can keep up in this dreadful Summer heat. If I clean an area the dogs messed or him than soon after a tornado of theirs created another...and it is just too hot/humid to be doing it...I am so close to packing it up and going against God's calling for me. God keeps laying it on my heart to remain though...tough spot for clean organized gal; me. Tough spot. I wish I could just walk away and let Sonny do what he pleases here but God insists I remain. Ugh, I am not pleased by this because we have to finish helping Cindy plus now contain the stuff here...overwhelming for just me. it is. 7/3/12 8pm Ever since county left...I emailed Cindy and thank you Cindy for the kind reply at 3:06pm; I needed softness. It has been an ugly afternoon/night. Sonny took most the dogs and some stuff yet forgot his guitar...apologies to my mother and that one lady I hung up on...I seriously felt harmed...scared. I really don't want to talk about it at all especially here or in person. A bit rattled and shocked. I did call my bank and cover that area so the person does not use my card...I have alot of cleaning up to do...it is raining and the tent is really tore up...good night. logging out. 7/4/12 4am I have been up for most of the night. I am concerned for the fact that Sonny left with some dogs and he went to New Mexico for good. I pray God returns him home safely if home is not here anymore...wherever he lays his head yet I hope he comes back...be waiting. Noone showed up but won't know for a bit who was here because someone was around 2:30am; do tracks in a few hours. I can only be private for Sonny's sake and this cored due to me on topic of trash/county. I spoke to an unnamed person who helped last night, the person seems to not like me writing about people and wants more spirituality here yet this area is just my days to share to family/friends. Sad day in my life right now. Thank you for being there for me last night. 7/4/12 10:05am they are on their way here to pick up Sarah...another prayer answered for Sarah...in about 5 hours the Bell family will pick up Sarah. I thank you MG for being stable and solid and so calm & helpful today; thank you dearly. An angel sent my way. At 8:08am I got a general voicemail from Sonny as I went to clean pee bucket out I missed his call. He did not say where he was just that the phones are dead and he borrowed one so I guess that was it...nothing on how he is or anything so hopefully God guides him to MG as he can get gas funds from him...7/5/12 5:17am Good Morning! update. it rained on and off on the 4th of July. I was cleaning up the property and burning trash in the wood burning stove. I called MB sad in Kingman in regards to Sarah. She stated she would help and drive all the way here. I googled the map never reading it and it led her to St John so she called late day from Maverick's so i wasted about 12-24minutes of her time by the mishap. Sarah was excited the moment she knew she was soon to be eating that table food and living indoors that she gave me one huge lick on the cheek. I knew God led this to be that way. I mean, MB did not want any courts after all...just wanted to be able to see the dogs and than saw we were not in Dolan...MB has had 9 kids and they are beautiful and the 1 daughter is due to have a baby and her tummy is the cutest...think she said she is due in a few months. I think the 4th was a very productive day. Sonny did return here and he instantly began on cleaning. at 2:43 the unknown person replied by email a "you are welcome" that my prayer was answered. Which Sonny did not like me calling in the first place...I told the person that on the phone that night yet I just needed prayer for Sonny; that was all. Simple prayer. Well, it seems God resolved the MB concern so no courts or her suing anyone and Sarah was so pleased to go and she knew all day as she tried to get in the truck thinking I was riding her to MB. She gave me compassionate faces and I will make a postcard of her some time. I will write later what I did today.